A few sticks of rhubarb and two asparagus spears!

Thats the sum total of my harvest so far. Can't believe it is my FORTH year on my plot. If I'm honest, its looks as though I still haven't cleared the ground... I just can't keep up with the weeds! True, this year I have been away for three months, so have only just managed to start getting down to business, but really... is there a fairy plotmother out there?! I suffer from a kind of 'grass is greener' syndrome. First it was the lovely plots with all the lovely raised beds, separated by neatly trimmed grass. So build the beds, I did and was oh so proud! But now I'm envious of those people with no grass, like Monty Don (I know - high aspirations) and Ernie my plot neighbour (more realistic than Monty, probably). So what do I do? Today I stared at it all for about 10 minutes, just stood there not moving - shall I pull all the beds?